2021.12.04 14:35 thunder2132 What do you call a depressed Christmas tree?
2021.12.04 14:35 randomname2628 Does this count as some form of sexual abuse, I'm really struggling with putting a name on it
First off, english is not my native language, so sorry for any errors. I don't know if this is the right place to be writing this, but I don't know where else to turn and I need some answers and for someone to finally know what's happening, since I never told anyone. I can't even tell this to my therapist because I'm too embarassed by it and I don't want her to know this about me. Well here's the story. I'm 21 years old female and I have a 2 year older brother. Because my parents didn't have enough money for us to have separate rooms, me and my brother used to share one room, and there weren't any problems with this until he reached puberty. When he reached puberty, as you all know, guys have a need to masturbate, the only problem was that he didn't have room only to himself. As it turned out, that didn't stop him from jerking off when I was in the room, it didn't seem to be a problem for him, he would be in his bed and put covers on him and he obviously thought that it was enough that his dick couldn't be seen. This started when I was about about 11/12 years old. Naturally even if he was under covers I could still see him do it and hear noises, his increasingly rapid breathing, moaning and bed under him cracking, which to me was very traumatizing and I hated every second of it and every time I would just wait for it to end. Sometimes I would leave my room and go somewhere and wait till it's over and then come back, but sometimes I would have to be in the room for whatever reason, so I would have to listen to the whole thing. I don't know if he seemed to think that I didn't know what he was doing or if he just didn't care that I knew. Anyway I was really embarrassed by this so I had a hard time talking to my parents about it, but somehow I was able to tell them what was happening and that I hated it and asked them to talk to him and to tell him to do it when I'm not in the room or to do it in the bathroom. Eventually they talked to him and he seemed to stop and I was really relieved that I won't have to go through it anymore and that it was finally over, but that only lasted for a couple of days and then he started doing it again. Kinda unrelated to this story but kinda important is the fact that he also used to beat me sometimes, because he would fly into rages, and my parents just let it happen. I mean they tried stopping it but I guess they just gave up, since he didn't change. They're the type of people that whenever there is any problem they just ignore it. So back to the main story he continued doing it and my parents were just ignoring it like they did with everything. He also started watching and jerking off to the porn on computer, which was even worse because then I could visually see more of it, since he wouldn't have covers on him, so sometimes I would see his dick as he's doing it. Every time I would just pray that it ends soon. I never said anything to him about it because I was embarrassed and because he was really abusive to me emotionally and physically so I never really stood up to him about anything. I tried asking my parents for help again but every time he would just stop for some period of time and then keep doing it as if nothing happened. Eventually I just gave up, stopped trying to get my parents to help and tried to pretend, as much as I could, that nothing was happening. Another thing is that he is really addicted to masturbating and he does it couple times a day, which makes everything much worse. Sometimes the sound of him jerking off would wake me up in the morning(and even during the night) and sometimes I would go to bed while he is doing it. Now whenever I hear some commotion in bed I always flinch and think that he is masturbating, even if he isn't. I'm embarrassed to even admit this, but this still goes on even to this day, only now it doesn't happen so often because we don't live together anymore, since we moved out to go to college, but sometimes it still happens if we both go back home at the same time. And all this time I've been really confused as to what this classifies as. I know that bunch other people went through much worse experiences with sexual abuse and I don't feel that what happened to me is deserving of that same term, but this was and still is very much traumatizing to me, so I guess that now for the first time ever I want to hear somebody else's opinion.
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2021.12.04 14:35 vijayjagannathan Day 1 today - am I crazy to start this right before the holidays ?
2021.12.04 14:35 TrickolasNicholas Nintendo DS Retrospective
2021.12.04 14:35 luchogb21 Kelly Ann Cicalese WCVB
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2021.12.04 14:35 unmajestiic [D2][PC][PS5][XBOX] LF Solo Players & Groups (All Welcome, Crossplay Friendly)
Hey 👋 I’ve been a solo player for the majority of my time on Destiny! Being a female and trying to LFG on here isn’t always the best experience. I’ve decided to create a discord server and get folks together from ALL platforms, so that we can build raid groups, random pve and pvp groups in a community that’s a lot less anxiety inducing, and a lot more welcoming. All I ask is that you’re kind and accepting to everyone. Let’s create a great atmosphere together 😇 (a clan is also available to join, you’re also more than welcome to recruit your own clan!)
There are over 900 members and we understand starting a conversation or trying to do your first raid with that many people around can be overwhelming. I added a “Blueberries” and “First Raid” role so that newcomers can test the waters out with freshly joined members 😊
Please comment below, or DM me on here and I’ll send you a discord link in your messages! :)
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2021.12.04 14:35 lecoeur-com Valérie Pécresse candidate à la présidentielle : => idéal pour Zemmour => la ligne ciotti zemmourisé fait 40% => alors que Valérie #Pecresse est sur une ligne gauchisante macronisante
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2021.12.04 14:35 atomicbottle0 Found a metal tack baked into the crust of this already mediocre pizza; barely missed biting into it.
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2021.12.04 14:35 Im_Simon_says SIC on the couch (he's not as far as he looks)
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2021.12.04 14:35 Crypto_Matic 💎 SCOPE 💎 CreateStep just launched their crypto currency SCOPE 💎 Do not miss this Gem! KYC
2021.12.04 14:35 Autisic_Child125 I remember how I got free food
This happened at the start of the school year. I do not remember minor detals.
I (15f) went to Love's with my sister and my mom. We were suppost to get Subway but I got hotdogs. This followed.
I made my hotdog without noticing the Subway even if I saw a Subway employee.
"I thought you wanted Subway?" My mom said.
"Could I still get Subway?" I asked.
"No and do not this away your hotdog." My mom replied.
She gave me her credit card. "Here is to pay for the hotdog and drink."
I walked over to the drink stand. I saw amoung the yellow cups that there was 2 blue cups.
"The blue cup probally costs more, but my sister would like it." I thought, I fill a yellow cup and blue cup with soda.
I head to checkout. This is what followed.
The chasher gave me the food for free.
"But I need to buy the food." I replied.
"No, it is free." The chasher replied.
I twas heading out, but tried again to pay with no avail.
I left the store and after a few minutes I realized the diamond cup probally got me free food. I texted my new freind at this new school.
The hotdog was the most delicious hot dogs I tasted. I had 2 hot dogs
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2021.12.04 14:35 macaroni_guys Sub en comment and I will subscribe back!
2021.12.04 14:35 olpossumboy Watch out for vanAdenau on PS4
Complete fucking loser. L2 spam, only cross crease, replay watching, cheating little cunt. Outshot and outplayed him, but he scores 10 on 18 on goal line one timers while his goalie stops 20 of 21 doing magic splits and impossible saves.
If you’re reading this Van, go fuck yourself with a rusty metal pipe, and try playing without a cheat.
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2021.12.04 14:35 modernintuitionist The curious synchronicity of Philip K. Dick
Imagine writing a fictional story, and then later experiencing a series of events that matches that story you wrote.
That's the real life synchronicity that happened to the author Philip K. Dick.
In 1970, he wrote a novel called “Flow my tears, the Policeman said.” Reportedly, it’s the novel he wrote really quickly. The story just flowed onto the pages, as if he was channeling it.
The story describes a 19 year old woman named Kathy. She has a husband named Jack. As the story unfolds, we find out that Kathy is actually working undercover for the police. She also has a secret relationship with the police inspector.
A few months after finishing this novel, Philip would meet a real life woman named Kathy. And just like in his book, she was also 19 years old. She had a boyfriend named Jack. They were about to walk into a restaurant together, when Kathy said: “I can’t go in there.”
“Why not?” Philip asked.
She told him the truth: “I can’t go in there, because I have a relationship with that man… the police inspector.”
There are even more synchronicities to the story, and I found them so fascinating I made a video on it, which you can find here
If you've experienced anything similar I'd love to hear about it also.
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2021.12.04 14:35 UltimateBorisJohnson Fortnite removes my post for a violation I didn't do?
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2021.12.04 14:35 epikous XPR - proton
I was wondering if anyone out there has any thoughts or experience with this token? I believe they are trying to do stuff with privacy and identity. Winner? Played out? Doomed to fail? Anyone have any thoughts on this coin? Or the identity coins in general?
One day all governments are going to have all your information on the blockchain so you can just pull up your id through your government wallet (or I can see that). the government would likely piggy back on other peoples work. So do you think they would pick someone based on it or would all these documents end up on a bigger chain like eth. Or would the government make their own ledger that they secure for this type of thing?
Thanks look forward to hearing peoples thoughts
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2021.12.04 14:35 fatedwanderer84 Anything under $1000 is a steal. The market will eventually see the true value of ENS and we will all be grateful we bought it at the levels it's at now.
2021.12.04 14:35 assassinscreedpro1 Spawntraps be like
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2021.12.04 14:35 Titan285k [PS4] [PS5] [M22] Selling Quicksells @ $9/100k - Ban Free + Tax Free - Bronze Seller
LTD Jim Kelly (2) $24 each
2021.12.04 14:35 L003Tr Rate my cars (yes I like fiestas)
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2021.12.04 14:35 WSB_General Has god ever promised y’all anything and it comes to pass way down the line?
The reason I ask is about a year ago God came to me in a dream and promised me a wife with specific traits that I was looking for in a partner. I’m not the most patient person and I’m also a very doubtful and struggle with my faith at times. I ask this so some of y’all can share your stories as to edify and build up other people and myself. Any stories or conversation would be greatly appreciated.
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2021.12.04 14:35 natethough I’ve been missing work because I might have cancer. My biggest worry is losing my job
Idk why I’m posting this. Hopefully someone else can sympathize.
For the last ~2 months I’ve been in and out of hospitals, doctors offices, testing centers, trying to find out what is wrong with me. The most likely scenario at this point is some kind of cancer, we jus have to wait for screening appointments.
I haven’t been able to function properly for any of this. I’ve lost 16% of my body mass. I can hardly go outside because the sun murders my eyes. My depression has been worse now than when I almost self eliminated.
My biggest worry is loosing my job. Losing my job means losing my gels insurance and my income and my apartment and my car and my phone and everything I have. How am I gonna find new work in my condition? I hate this.
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2021.12.04 14:35 Rasel365 Bitgame
Bitgame is a wonderful company, everything at the highest level, responsive staff, a reliable and promising project. It is very interesting to observe the development. I will advise people to pay attention
Bitgame #LUT #Bitgame_bounty #BTC #Crypto #Sports https://www.bitgame.com/?trackCode=BITCOINTALK/
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2021.12.04 14:35 Twobite__ That would be too easy... no?
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2021.12.04 14:35 kagrafi520 stomach pains, other weird crap. :(
for starters im a 28 male, 5'9, 250 lbs. (went from like 170 to 250 over a year or two due to a fai hip impingement / torn labrum surgery from a sports injury)
for maybe a year been getting pain in my lower left abdomen like from below belly button and to the left. sometimes the intestine or whatever im feeling gets hard and sore.
my poops are often different colors, no blood, but can be dark, can be light gray, can be normal brown, if i go on the treadmill, almost everytime i have watery emergency diarrhea. i get these weird like heart palpitations things but apparently they arent palpitations, my pee is always yellow even though i only drink water and a TON of it,
sometimes my normal poops look like shredded wheat clumps, sometimes its a normal poop with a very skinny poop right next to it, sometimes its a bunch of skinny poops, idk what to do. should i just do an at home colorectal test? my family doesn't want me going to get a colonoscopy because i went to get an endoscopy before and everyone had their mouths open after surgery and no mask and it freaked my mom out so she doesnt want me getting one, but yeah they are all worried about covid.
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