That crushing weight of despair is back

2021.09.26 10:44 Boxacus69 That crushing weight of despair is back

So where to begin.... well let's just say life has been a pile of shit. Cheated on, sexually abused, lied to, and just all around forgotten. Many times that just all comes flooding back to me and then I'm like 100% ready to just end it at times. Today was one of those times but I decided to just go walk for 2 miles. And I clearly wasnt fine and my friends could see it but nobody just asked about it and then I'm like "Are they truly friends" but it's just whatever at this point. Now I have attempted to end my life a few times. I have gone to a therapist and everything but something judt constantly weighs me down and eats my soul that always lands me back here. Some mix of just loneliness and stuff. I am a hardass when it comes to crying. I have gotten used to judt burying my emotions deep down and letting it all out where no one can see me or just never letting it out at all. Recently however, I have been crying just nonstop very single night. Dont know who will listen or who to talk to for help.
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2021.09.26 10:44 ContentForager Netflix announces docuseries "Trust No One: The Hunt for the Crypto King" about the suspicious death of QuadrigaCX CEO Gerald Cotton and the missing $250 million in crypto and cash. Coming in 2022. (/r/BitcoinCA)

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2021.09.26 10:44 Independent_Map3810 Bedwars ASMR | SWEATY | Mouse keyboard Sounds | part 18 [Hypixel Solo ...

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2021.09.26 10:44 cassshbaby This feature on reddit that I just noticed when you hit get them help and support

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2021.09.26 10:44 RisingPF Like why

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2021.09.26 10:44 MrWarMaxx Is it still worth streaming for having 5 avg viewers after a year?

A year ago i hit the affiliate status on twitch and thought this is how i will make it now with growth, meeting people cheering them make connections and have fun. Two months later im still on avg 5 viewers and since then it have been the same. I have tried every social plattform there is to grow. But nothing works for the growth, i tried to make connections on discord with people But most of them seemed to be in and out.. What do you think guys?
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2021.09.26 10:44 sydknee897 just watched ride your wave I’m crying

IT WAS SO CUTE AND SO SAD AND I DONT THINK I’LL RECOVER FROM THIS FOR A WHILE (ToT)/~~~ pls watch it if you haven’t it’s a really beautiful movie
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2021.09.26 10:44 jeroe99 What is all the hype about getting married or proposed to?

I'm sorry but I don't understand why people are soo unbelievably happy getting proposed to. Is it mostly the happiness for the marriage day itself or is it actually About the life that happens after? Sure it's nice to have a person that is 100% on your side and living life with that person but doesn't getting married change the way you look at the relationship ?
In the situation i am in right now I just don't really understand it but maybe someone can explain it :)
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2021.09.26 10:44 JWB64 Review: ARC Trooper Echo | Vintage Collection

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2021.09.26 10:44 RandomGuy6573 Planning to build my first PC

Planning to be build my first PC but I'm nervous as all hell, am I going to get the right parts? am I overspending hell am I gonna fuck something expensive up? If any of you have help or answers to any of these that would help a shit ton as for parts my budget is at tops 1k US dollars, I'm not looking for something flashy although preferred, and if possible a reccomendation of mouse and keyboards. I'm planning to run games at max graphics like minecraft, roblox, Car Mechanic Simulator 2021. Apex Legends, I'm not sure what games I'm planning to play but I want the chance to run everything with atleast 60 fps, I appreciate any help I get from this post, and I'll respond to any questions as fast as possible, appreciate it.
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2021.09.26 10:44 _Dead_Ocean_ If you could make one thing vanish forever what would it be and why?

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2021.09.26 10:44 i_am_not__men What is the sensitivity for red dot?

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2021.09.26 10:44 openwidecomeinside What parts of farming would you automate?

I am looking to develop products which will help automation for agriculture industry. What are some things you do daily that you think would be great to automate? How long do said tasks take you?
Could be as small as collecting manure or cleaning to harvesting.
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2021.09.26 10:44 SomeRelations How to Find Trending Topics For YouTube

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2021.09.26 10:44 jorgeeborgee has anyone got experience with using medication to quit drinking?

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2021.09.26 10:44 anthonyrecenello I wouldn’t be mad if the Kleins started a family channel…

Family channels are the last thing I want to watch on YouTube. And i know how busy they already are. But im just putting out into the universe that it’s be fun to watch hilas bts of being a mom and teddy fresh, and Ethan hanging with Theodore and playing video games and whatever the heck else they do. I understand they already have 3-4 vids a week, but again… im just saying I wouldn’t mind it. 🤷🏻‍♂️
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2021.09.26 10:44 ElectronicFudge5 County honors philanthropist who helped solve 1989 slaying of Las Vegas schoolgirl

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2021.09.26 10:44 BoxCoxTransform Eliza W.

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2021.09.26 10:44 Hoppy_Doodle It's just delicious

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2021.09.26 10:44 poomu funny hindi memes

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2021.09.26 10:44 clerk1313 Decided to make new covers based directly off the old VHS boxes. Cheated with Superman II and used the Richard Donner cut since I prefer that one.

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2021.09.26 10:44 Mebashi Do you compromise trying out a non-vegetarian dish your loved ones made just to show them you respect their hard work?

My mom recently made some deserts that contained gelatin. As you might guess, I refused to eat it, but I felt bad for at least not tasting it. So, do you compromise in such cases or have "cheat days"? I know things aren't black and white and doing so doesn't make you any less valid as a vegetarian, because you are already doing more than the average person.
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2021.09.26 10:44 admpw20 [H] Sets [W] Offers

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